Top left is almost my highest weight at about 250. All the other are about 180-185. That’s a 70-80 lb. difference.
Looking at these comparisons, two thoughts keep crossing my mind.
1. I have made a lot of good decisions over the last two years.
What I mean by that is, the decision to take my life back was the best decision I’ve ever made. From having gastric bypass, to starting my transition (ftm). That includes all of the little decisions that go along with those big ones. Every time I chose to eat what I was supposed to. Every time I chose to work out. Every time I chose to go to therapy. Every time I chose to continue on, even when I was at my lowest. All of those little decisions are what made the truest difference.
2. Look at that home I’m building!!!!
Everything I have done and am doing has been in an effort to build a safe place within my body, within myself. With every little step closer, I am building a safer and safer home.
I have made some very good decision these last two years.